Here we go again

Well, since Ryan left the nice birthday message on Saturday, I haven't heard from him. I've taken my hint. But I still feel like I want to call him just to make sure he's not thinking the same about me, like - "if he liked me, he'd call..." Would that be dumb to do?? I would like to date him, but I'm thinking he doesn't feel the same, despite his claims whenever we hung out. I didn't take him for a "player," but then, if he weren't a player it would be against the law for me to be interested...I am usually only interested in the guys who provide a bit of a challenge -- but then I hate the challenge while it's happening. Grrr...I'm dumb.

So, remember that night I went out and three guys were showing interest in me, but I was well-behaved b/c I had just met Ryan?? The one guy I was actually talking to that night, Eric (a friend of a friend), was out with the same friend the other night and we saw each other again. He is CUTE. So, the one-toothed wonder (gay Jerry Springer guest) was also out and trying to talk to me every three seconds, so Eric decides to pretend that we're boyfriends and is all over me. That led into us making out for real right there at the table - our friends left the table. How embarassing. So, anyway we made out a lot and he came home w/ me. He is really cute & funny, but only 21 and brand new to being out. That can sometimes lead to drama -- a cute 21 year old guy shouldn't probably dive right into dating someone. He claims interest in wanting to hang out more...but, at this point, I'll just think of him as a cute, funny guy to hang out with since he's only 21 and a "newbie." Eric's on spring break from the U of MN, so he's in Chicago for the weekend -- maybe you'll see him, Robert! He asked if he could call me when he got back -- certainly!

Anyway -- ADVICE REQUEST: call Ryan & ask him or just figure he'd call me if he wanted to....??? Oh, where's Ann Landers when you need her...??